So in a space of 3 weeks, things went from good to bad. What i thought was something going well and good, it turned a 180 and abruptly ended.
I don’t understand why you’ll be territorial or laying down somewhat of boundaries, if you ended up breaking it off. Might i add that I had to ask in order to end things. I’m fine that it’s over and you’ve moved on, but give me the respect that i gave you. That’s the only thing that fucked me off.
Why do I make things more complicated than it needs to be. I overthink, i assume and then it really just goes belly up from there. When i thought it was going well, it leads me up a forked path. I don’t know where it’s going to go but I’m preparing myself for the negative. After thinking and thinking, i just wanted a reply. One nice simple text but nothing. Nothing in the last 24 hours.
I just want to know what’s happening, how he feels. That way we could move on, or i can move on.
This thing we have, it’s good, it’s great, it makes me feel wanted. But after that day, it just felt slightly different. I do hope I’m reading way too into it but oh well. I’ll just need to wait and see.
I’m glad in the next two weeks I’ll be busy. I’ll be preoccupied with friends which would take my mind of it. Ugh.
This is why i prefer the single life, where it’s just nice and easy. Just thinking about yourself and that’s it.
I think this is what happens when you actually start liking someone and the fear of getting hurt is real. This is why I’m preparing myself for the negative. How am i to expect a long term thing from this.
In a space of a week, many things have changed. No longer left wondering what’s going too happen with that someone, as I finally have my somewhat closure. Someone new came along that makes me happy. I don’t know what’s going to happen with this one but I do hope that it’s something good. Let’s hope soon that i know what the outcome is
There are times when I’m so sick of the complaining and unnecessary things said that I don’t bother to say anything at all. It’s come to a point in the situation where I just let it slide, as it’ll no longer be relevant to me no more. This just shows how different everyone is and how people compromise to situations. I don’t know if I should say that I’m lucky that I don’t care what happens, but I just wish there would be times that things like this is just easy.