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Madeleine.
22.
New Zealand.

Please feel free to ask me anything.

Sorry I'm not going to be posting frequently as I'll be busy with the Disney International College Program! My program is from January 2014-January 2015!

Disclaimer: None of the photos I posted are mine unless stated.

If you have a problem that’s bothering you, just vent it out into a nice long rant. It definitely helps you feel better, even if it’s only for a while.

Why do I make things more complicated than it needs to be. I overthink, i assume and then it really just goes belly up from there. When i thought it was going well, it leads me up a forked path. I don’t know where it’s going to go but I’m preparing myself for the negative. After thinking and thinking, i just wanted a reply. One nice simple text but nothing. Nothing in the last 24 hours.

I just want to know what’s happening, how he feels. That way we could move on, or i can move on.

This thing we have, it’s good, it’s great, it makes me feel wanted. But after that day, it just felt slightly different. I do hope I’m reading way too into it but oh well. I’ll just need to wait and see.

I’m glad in the next two weeks I’ll be busy. I’ll be preoccupied with friends which would take my mind of it. Ugh.

This is why i prefer the single life, where it’s just nice and easy. Just thinking about yourself and that’s it.

I think this is what happens when you actually start liking someone and the fear of getting hurt is real. This is why I’m preparing myself for the negative. How am i to expect a long term thing from this.

I wish i know soon. Please.

In a space of a week, many things have changed. No longer left wondering what’s going too happen with that someone, as I finally have my somewhat closure. Someone new came along that makes me happy. I don’t know what’s going to happen with this one but I do hope that it’s something good. Let’s hope soon that i know what the outcome is